Memories of Taz
Sun May 28 06:38:16 2006 GMT
I can still see her practicing the ärch¨in the Armory at Lake Wales
last November. What an energetic, vibrant personality! Peace and
sympathy to her family and friends.
Crystal Hoffman
Sun May 28 07:56:09 2006 GMT
Life is too short to live! Be happy Taz! We will remember you!
Pasi
Sun May 28 08:20:51 2006 GMT
We are so proud that Tamsin was our beautiful god daughter. She was
the most wonderful, energetic, happy person who loved her family and
cherished her friends. She will be missed terribly and our thoughts
are with her family and Gav.
Les and Carmel.
Sun May 28 09:52:17 2006 GMT
I worked with Tasmin in the past, always coming in on a Monday covered
with multi-coloured bruises, limping, but still that mad chortle/giggle.
A fine mind, and one of life's good eggs. As her mum said, nice to meet
someone with a full life. Thoughts to Gavin, and the family.
Dave D.
Sun May 28 10:28:20 2006 GMT
So like I love this sport, so I do hate it, too. It gives much to us
but it takes us sometimes more than we are prepared to. This last Friday
was a really black one. I say bye to Taz and feel dolour with her family
and Gavin.
Thomas Rohde-Seelbinder (Seele), Germany
Sun May 28 12:48:56 2006 GMT
I've known Taz for 3 years, and in that time we managed a couple
of wonderful adventures. If there was fun about, Taz was there, and
probably broadcasting the joy and laughter from deep within her soul.
What a blessing to be able to know her and call her friend! Gavin and
family, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Cheryl Michaels
Sun May 28 19:03:00 2006 GMT
She is my bright, beautiful girl. I am so proud of her and everything she
achieved. Our last day together on Sunday (the day after her birthday)
was incredibly magical - first at the wind tunnel where her sister and I
experienced a little of what she did so often (and saw her "back-fly"),
then in the Snodome where, typically, she chose to try snowboarding
because she could ski superbly already. Finally we dropped her at home
and she went off to ride her horse, Blackie. My last sight of her was
her face at the window grinning broadly. Her ecstatic e-mail the next
day confirmed that she had had a great time. I treasure that. I love
her so much. Taz' Mum
Sun May 28 22:45:02 2006 GMT
I never did CRW with her, but lots of belly jumps from 6-ways to the
151 way. What I'll never forget is how bouncy she was, so full of energy
and enthusiasm that it just dragged you along with her.
tash
skytash@dropzone.com
Mon May 29 06:25:51 2006 GMT
Like everyone in our community, I'm shocked and on behalf of myself and
Brett (Higgins)we express our condolences to all concerned and especially
to Gav. I've been jumping for over 20 years and met a lot of people
from many countries but Taz was one of those people who struck you as
memorable, likeable and humble all at once. We'll all miss ya Taz but
we certainly won't forget you. Fly free.
Sarge
Mon May 29 08:00:00 2006 GMT
Taz was so full of life. She and I had the task of organising the account
for Brit chicks for the Cause (she did a fantastic job or breaking all
the funds raised down on numerous spreadsheets) and although I knew her
superficially from jumping with her before at Langar, I did get to know
her a lot more closely in the last year.
I was always inspired by her sheer drive and love of life. She was always
dashing off to go horseriding or kickboxing and still found the time to
call me up or send a cheery, chatty email.
At Jump for the Cause, Taz became Olivia's best friend and often sat
with her whilst she was logging her dives. Taz was always logging!
The last time we saw Taz was at Milko's big way weekend at the beginning
of May. She regaled us with her tales of the 400 way and all that she
was looking forward to. There were lots of smiles and laughter as always.
We are so proud of Taz and all she achieved. Her energy and smile lit up
our lives. We will miss her so much. Our thoughts and love go to Gavin,
her family and team.
Olivia sends you big hugs and kisses too Taz xx
Audrey,Paul and Olivia
Mon May 29 12:44:51 2006 GMT
I met Taz two years ago in Empuria. She was docking row-4 wings on me. We
had a blast during the dirt dives, dives and post dives, she stole my
hart right there. I saw how talented she was and persuaded her to go
for a slot in the 2005 world record.
Last week we had a moment to chat about things. She said, when are
you going to quit your boring job and join the stunt business? I said,
if you have an interesting stunt gig and need a partner give me a call.
What a fun person to be around!
My special thoughts go out to Taz's mom and dad, Gavin, Maria and Karen. I
wish you a lot of strength to carry this terrible loss.
Remko Bolt
Mon May 29 12:57:10 2006 GMT
TAZ. what a person. the more i read and look at this site,i realise how
very little i knew of this lady,how very talanted, how very caring. i will
allways remember her lovely smiles when greeting, me,and if i turned up
at langer drop zone alone,she would say are you going to jump with us,
get your kit on. my heart goes out to her family and to gav, for she
will surely be missed, but i think a fine example for others to follow.
eugene.
Mon May 29 13:12:33 2006 GMT
I have far too many happy memories of Taz to list them here (from sharing
her love of 'Krull' to helping her scour a runway for a fiver she'd
lost!) but I guess my proudest is helping her sort out the beginnings
of her route to the stunt register. The constant chats and emails
we exchanged and her amazing energy & determination to succeed were
incredible. We would talk for hours about the industry, its workings
and how well she would take to it. She would have been an incredible
addition to the register and it's such a tragic loss to be taken so close
to achieving her goal. My thoughts go out to her family and to Gav,
she was such a special woman and never failed to brighten up the room
when she walked in.
See ya later mate x
Hippo
phillip_keiman@hotmail.com
Mon May 29 14:13:02 2006 GMT
"Don't dream your life - live your dream!"
If I had to name the one person representating this sentence, it would
have been Taz. She was 100% pure living energy and will live on in the
memories of all of us who had the chance to meet her.
Condolences to her boyfriend and family.
Markus Wolf
Mon May 29 15:50:47 2006 GMT
I've known Taz for 2 years. We spent our time with other friends together
in Empuriabrava doing crew and having fun. We all do know that there is
a certain amount of risk involved in this sport. But we all know that
this sport gives us so many impressions and good times that we all stick
on it. Taz was such an energetic person.
Wherever an advanture was there, she wanted to join. Everything rapid
and fast was her’s. We will all miss you.
My condolence to you Gavin and her family.
Peter Hormuth
Mon May 29 18:10:13 2006 GMT
Taz was just a good friend and special person who's recent last email
to me was signed off "I just want you to be happy!! Big hugs, Taz xxx"
My favourite memories of her energy are her doing the splits casually
whilst waiting for the weather to improve at the drop zone, dancing madly
energetically at parties, and refusing to stand down from the Brit Chick
record 2004 due to a painful shoulder strain (so I had to hold a bag of
ice on her shoulder during all the dirt dives).
Taz is so utterly irreplaceable I will miss her so much.
Tina
Mon May 29 21:36:47 2006 GMT
It is the tenacious Tamsin that always comes to mind first when I think
about her. She was constantly looking for new challenges or ways to
improve her existing skills. I remember when she came with me to try her
hand at climbing. She was instantly amazing and just out of interest the
instructor suggested she try a particular climb. As she started he was
saying to me that it was a hard climb and he would be surprised if as a
beginner she made it more than half way (especially with her being small
as well). As she passed the halfway point, pretty much all he could say
was “Oh my God” and “I can’t believe it” over and over again like a mad
man. I tried and failed the same climb after her.
That same day also brings to mind the slightly scatty Tamsin. It was
the day the clocks went back, and she called me at 8:45am sounding very
triumphant and informed me she had done very well and was even a tiny bit
early and was I there yet. I was still in bed at this point (the climbing
wall opens at 10am) she had not realised the clocks had gone back, and
in fact she was 1 hour and 15 minutes early! Later she told me she had
thought it was slightly odd when she got in the car and the news reader
announced the time as 8:15am but decided to think nothing of it!
Despite her fantastic achievements in so many areas of her life, and in
particular in so many sports, she was an incredibly humble person. She
always played down her expertise and emphasised the importance of every
other person involved in any activity.
I thought she was slightly crazy (which she was of course) when she told
me she had bought a horse whilst she and Gav were still house hunting. I
used to joke with her that it was ridiculous that Blackie had a roof over
his head while they did not. But you know what, she had her priorities
right. I don’t believe she could ever look back and have any regrets that
she had missed out on anything. I have never known someone (apart from
Gav as well) who managed to pack so many things into a week. Someone
wrote on one of the forum threads that Tamsin had lived more in her
32 years than anyone could in 132 – and I completely agree. I spoke to
her on her birthday and she was so looking forward to Spain, actually
she was a bit annoyed she could not take more time off from work and be
there the whole time, so I know that if she could do it all again she
would not change a thing.
Apart from being tenacious, scatty, humble and crazy she was an incredibly
caring person. She was my confidante and always had time to gossip
with me and encourage me when I needed it. She was a true and loyal
friend. She could talk the hind leg off a donkey if she wanted to! She
was bubbly, fun, mischievous, lovable and full of joy, although she
had her vulnerable moments too just like any other person. She was an
incredibly honest person and she wore her heart on her sleeve: what you
saw was what you got. When I look at all the pictures of her beautiful
face, her twinkling eyes and her smile that lit up a room it is hard to
comprehend that she is gone.
Tamsin you are a bright, shining star and you will live on in my memory
always. I feel immensely privileged to be able to call you my friend
and if I can emulate just a fraction of your love for life and your care
for others then I vow that to be my tribute to you.
I miss you so much.
All my love
Debbie
d.bramwell@tiscali.co.uk
Tue May 30 03:45:53 2006 GMT
I so adored Taz. Such a spectacular girl with such a future. If anyone
was going to challenge me for the glory slots on the CRW big-ways it
was gonna be her. We had so many good times that it breaks my heart
for her to be gone. I printed out my favorite picture of her and have
it hanging in my locker at the dz. I'm going to so miss her.
Wendy Faulkner
Tue May 30 08:43:42 2006 GMT
I met Tamsin as we both work for the same company and became friends after
working together on a large project. We instantly hit it off after having
the same hobbies - kickboxing etc, and she lived near me. She astounded
me in everything she packed into her life, and I remember her telling
me what she had planned for the week - riding one night, kickboxing the
next night, etc etc and every night was full! She really did live a full
and varied life, much more than many people in this world.
Looking at the pictures of her on this site, she is such a pretty person
and its not just her inner beauty that shone through, but her outer
too. Her smile will be remembered for ever.
My heart goes out to Gav and to her whole family at this terrible time.
As said by many on her skydiving website - fly free.
J x
Tue May 30 10:04:48 2006 GMT
I have met a lot of amazing people through jumping but Taz really stood
out . She was always smiling and full of joy. We will all miss her so
much.
Taz was always up for anything. I remember her dragging me to bar salsa
in London for my first salsa class. Im now there every week thanks to her
enthusiasm.I remember her coming over to play tekken 2 and pretending to
be the sweet girly who had never played b4 and then whipping my ass at
it, as she admitted being a avid fan. Then there was the incident where
cloydy and I decided we wanted to see her snogging one of her female
freinds which she promised she would if we would snog each other. We
must have spent what seemed like hours trying to go thru with it but we
never could and i always remember taz cracking up at our lame attempts.
Arriving at the DZ would be always be a warmer event discovering Taz
was there. Even if it was grey weather she would still be beaming. Gav
and her my family must be going through the most awful sorrow, my heart
goes out to them.
Phil Halper
Tue May 30 10:10:56 2006 GMT
When I first met Taz during Brit Chicks 2004, I thought to myself
'no one can hug that many people, laugh and smile so much without being
fake'...As we bumped into each other more and more over the years, I ended
up eating a huge amount of humble pie, knowing that, as everyone else did,
that she really did have a heart the size of a house, and that her pure
'loveliness' was infectious. When I saw her at the DZ, I revelled in the
fact that I was about to get a 100% genuine warmth felt hug, as she did
to so many others.
The last time I saw Taz, she was showing me crazy pictures of her base
juming or motorcycle racing that she was putting on her stunt website,
what struck me was how humble she was about her jam packed, achievement
filled life...and of course, our parting ended up with one of those hugs
that only Taz can deliver.
Taz, I had no idea how much you touched peoples lives until someone
told me you had gone, we can learn a lot from you as to how to live our
lives....
My condolences to Family, Gavin and people who were lucky enough to
spend more time with Taz than I ever did.
Hannah B
Tue May 30 10:27:17 2006 GMT
I remember Tamsin from years ago - we used to run around in armour
together recreating Civil War battles in muddy fields. She'll be as I
always remember her - laughing, caring, brave. I was only thinking of
her the other week and planning to get in contact again as I'd not seen
her for a few years. I wish I'd acted about it straight away.
Everyone I've spoken to who knew her back then has said the same
things. She was very much loved in our regiment. She is a truely
remarkable person and I'd imagine there are very many very sad people
out there in the world, but we've all been lucky to have known her. My
thoughts go out to her family.
Phil Lendon
(To Marcie - if you know of the funeral arrangements, then I
would be grateful if you could let me know. I would very much to
celebrate her life and pay my respects. I'm able to be contacted on
pipthepipefish@yahoo.co.uk)
Tue May 30 19:22:08 2006 GMT
I met Taz in Thailand and was stunned to hear the terrible news on
Sunday. My deepest sympathy to all who are close to her. Love, light,
energy and blue skies to you all. Simba
Tue May 30 23:13:59 2006 GMT
Hello Taz.
I've only knowe you for a short time,but I will never forget you.
Everybody that ever met you was taken by your always smiling face and
happy aperence.
I have asked my self again and again:Why is it always the very best that
goes first?
But I have no answer.
I will always remember you.
We will meet again one day.
Bjorn from Norway.
Wed May 31 10:13:15 2006 GMT
I have been looking at these wonderful pictures of my god-daughter Tamsin
in a part of her life that I could not share. For me she was a loving,
funny exciting person from when she was born in Karachi to the last
time I saw her. Thank you all for sharing your pictures and memories
of someone we all loved and will continue to hold in our hearts.
Margaret
Wed May 31 12:04:11 2006 GMT
I saw Taz for the last time on Milkos last organised weekend in May this
year. She told me not to get too obsessed with weightloss cos "you will
lose your bum!"
The weather was rubbish, so it was then that a group of us went into
Notts to watch some cheesey Bruce Willis Movie which Craig chose and
ate a pizza at Frankie&Bennys.
She sat til the end of the credits rolled so she could see who the Stunt
co-ordinator was.. she was fascinated by the whole thing and sat with
her knees to her chest and stared at the screen waiting for the name! I
came to conclude she may even know them!
Her love of being a kickboxing, horse riding, motor cycling, CRW dog-ette
Stuntwoman constantly shone.
She was the girl who did everything and who made everyone smile with
her energy for life.
It made me smile when she told me how she wore mens underpants cos
" they fit a whole lot better than womens nickers"
I knew Taz since 2002 Brit Chicks and she became one of my friends.
I will miss her so much that it still doesnt seem real. I can imagine
her up there now doing a wheely on her motorbike wearing a hat of flames
and planning her next big adventure whilst doing it!
She lived life and is a lesson to us all that lifes too short.
'Cause You're the unknown stuntwoman that makes Eastwood look so fine!'
Thinking of you Taz, have fun where u are now.
Shell xx
shellm1@yahoo.com
Wed May 31 14:27:35 2006 GMT
They say, “The light that shines twice as bright, can only shine for
half as long”.
Taz was a true ray of sunshine, whose smile lit up a lot of lives.
Keep smiling Taz.
Your light is still shining in the hearts and memories of everyone who
knows you.
Love
Steve&Nicole
XX
Wed May 31 19:16:55 2006 GMT
It doesn't seem real. Taz can't really be gone. Can't believe we won't
see you up at Langar next time we're there.
Taz's enthusiasm and joy of life shone out to everyone. We will all miss
her. Our sympathies to those who will miss her most.
love Elaine & Henry
XX
Wed May 31 22:31:15 2006 GMT
I met Taz for the first time as part of the British Team for the world
record 400 way in Thailand. I'd never seen anyone with so much energy
and ability with so few jumps. She was a natural, and it was clear that
that ability extended to all aspects of her life and loves. I'm really
glad that I had the opportunity to meet her, and to be a part of the
British team along with her that set the world record. We're all the
poorer for her passing, but much the richer for having known her.
Gareth Holder - Sector 11 - World Team
Thu Jun 1 01:23:16 2006 GMT
Hmmmmmmmmm, just had another drink to her ...............
Always quietly impressed me. Throwin' loops on your second BASE jump
..... WOW!
Could always shut me up (A rare trait).
I'll really miss her because she was happy to see everyone!
Gav ................... Words fail me :0(
Thu Jun 1 02:36:42 2006 GMT
I met Taz at the CF World Record jumps in Florida. Amazing how that
smile and open-book personalty could immediately drop all your defence
mechanisms. She was instantly your friend. I have only met a few people
like that in my life. I could see she was a pretty special person.
On the CF 85-way, I knew that Taz and the other girls had an incredible
task before them. From previous jumps, we knew that when the girls
finally had a shot at their slots the formation would be under the hard
deck and just about out of time. Closing the row ten wings and lock-ups
would be a deiicate and challenging effort. They closed their slots
just in time - fabulous flying!
Taz, and these wonderful girls, helped us bring home the CF World
Record.
Blue skies to you Taz.
Russ Pinney
Thu Jun 1 03:44:55 2006 GMT
Tas was such an awsome person. She became our instant friend when we
met her at Langar.
We saw her again after we moved away last Octomer in Perris, and it was
like if we had seen each other all that time.
We'll miss her dearly.
Gavin: take care... And if there is anything we can do, let us know.
Remi and karen
Thu Jun 1 08:32:05 2006 GMT
I knew Tam from kickboxing. I remember one of the first things she said
to me was how she wanted to have axe kicks like mine. In true Tam style
I came to learn that her axe kicks were pretty awsome and much more
powerful than my own! Tam and I were the same belt grade and had been
grading together, on track to go for our black belts together at the
start of next year. In the last few months we'd started talking about
what the black belt grading was going to be like but thrilled that we'd
be doing it together. Well Tam, I am going to work damn hard and get
that belt for you next year.
I've never known anyone who tries so hard at everything. Tam would always
do full press-ups, burpees touching her toes, jump ten feet higher than
anyone else and punch with all her might all the way through any training
session. She never gave up, ever. I remember the last grading she took
we had to submit a combination on paper. She'd printed it all out,
added pictures and arrived at the grading with two versions because she
couldn't decide which picture was better! She had us all round deciding
which one she should submit making us all laugh.
She'd recently adopted a new hairstyle for training which involved two
great big bunches on top of her head which finally allowed her to train
without her hair getting in the way! What a vivid memory...
Tam's smile, energy, determination, hugs, gossip, craziness and
inspiration will be incredibly missed at Blaze.
My thoughts are with Gav and Tam's family.
Katie
Thu Jun 1 14:50:45 2006 GMT
Tamsin Causer (1974 - 2006)
I only knew you for a short time in your career as a Stunt Performer.
An inspiration and so full of life.
I will miss you.
Adrian Tyndale
http://www.pixel-media.org.uk/support_artists.htm
Thu Jun 1 16:23:55 2006 GMT
I cant believe this has happend...So full of life and so full on in
skydiving....My dear Taz...You will be sadly missed...
May all friends and familly have the strength and courage to deal with this.
All our thoughts are with you....
Erwin / JR and all members of the dutch sector of WT 06
Thu Jun 1 17:18:32 2006 GMT
We're Cat and Jo and we were the directors on the RAB (Radio Advertising
Bureau) advert that Tamsin featured in.
Although we only got to work with Tamsin on that one occasion, she stuck
out as being immensely talented, both in her stunts and her ability to
keep us laughing, when it was a long day with lots to get through! She
was a joy to direct - always able to deliver what we asked her to do. And
she was definitely the funniest actress by far, which is why we ended
up featuring her the most on the viral. Both from working with her,
and from reading the article from Friday (we hadn't known about the
parachuting world records!), it strikes us that she was a kind, talented,
brave and very inspirational lady. It was an honour to work with her.
Warmest regards to her friends and family - our thoughts are with you.
Cat Campbell and Jo Wallace
Thu Jun 1 09:33:21 2006 GMT
Tamsin Causer was:
Just "Taz" to us skydivers
An agony aunt to many (including me)
Hungry to learn new skills all the time
A compulsive logbook writer
Loud!
Always striving for perfection
Intolerant of her own mistakes
More beautiful year by year
Always saying "hellooooooo!" and hugging everyone
15 mins late every Saturday morning
A great teammate
Always jumping around
Making loads of spreadsheets
Unforgettable to anyone who ever met her
A fast learner
Living the most full life you could imagine
Vibrant and full of energy
Full of smiles
--
Some personal memories:
Highs:
Landing at Moorsele after exiting the skyvan at 150kts. As she approached
the pit for 'hit and chug' beer accuracy I was asked "will the English
girl want a coke"? I laughed an told the guy to give her a beer like
everyone else - and then watched her touch down in the middle of the
pit and down the beer faster than most. I don't dance much, but her
enthusiam for life was so infectious I did that night - lots. We had a
great time dancing till very late with many new friends made that day -
special for me, normal life for Taz.
Building our 1st ever 9-way diamond - our summer project in 2003. Thanks
Plastic - you showed her the door to big-way CRW.
Endless chats last year as my agony aunt, inclduing pacing up and down
the road a Hibaldstow - we must've worn the track out!
Building a CRW 2-stack on the 960-person demo over Bangkok - a great way
to conclude her fourth skydiving world record. Unfortunately we missed
the landing area and the TV crew that has set up specifically to film
her landing for an interview!
Lows:
Taking one of her nine lives crashing my car in Oostend, and leaving
her with whiplash injuries.
Having cross words during the last team training weekend - I just didn't
'get' things as fast as she did and we were both frustrated with that!
--
I did some anagrams of our team names recently; Tamsin Causer came out as
"Surest Maniac" which she loved and seems appropraite.
Gavin McLeod is "Magic n loved", and that's true too.
--
To Taz - thanks for showing me how to fly row-4 wings - I know you were
there. I wish we had completed the portfolio of action photographs
that we planned - I wonder if I could have kept up with you! Sorry
for snapping. Thanks for being my confidant last year - you had tons
of patience, a big heart, and great advice. Thanks for making Gav so
happy. I really miss you. I can't believe you are not here. BIG HUGS. xxx
"To live in hearts we leave behind, is not to die".
My thoughts are with Taz's parents, her sister, Gavin, Maria and Karen
Gordon Hodgkinson x
Thu Jun 1 21:42:44 2006 GMT
I was sitting at my desk today (I drive a desk now since I'm knocking
on a bit!).
I had printed a picture of Taz from the website to remind me of her this
week.
Some guy who I've worked with for years came by. He didnt know anything
about Taz and didnt know about
about what happended.
He's a bit of a hard case, a joker. A bit of a "bloke" if you like.
He looked at the picture.
He said....."awright Knighty?! Who's this bird then?? Bloody 'ell whats
she grinnin' about?"
What he was referring to of course, was Taz's fantastic smile.
This is what I will always remember about Taz. Her amazing smile.
She was the embodyment of positivity. Something I inherently lack.
I will always remember her warmth, energy, her crazy humour.
I was at home on Saturday when I first heard the radio news at about 2pm.
I couldnt do much for the rest of the day. In complete disbelief. Devastated.
Our thoughts are with you, Gav.
I just cant begin to comprehend what you and yours are going through.
Our thoughts are with you.
Brian & Lucy Knight
brianknight8@tiscali.co.uk
Fri Jun 2 00:11:55 2006 GMT
I have no idea where to start, but I want to leave something here for
her. I spent the last year sitting next to a great friend and I still
cannot believe we will not have those special, fun times together.
We'd talk (a lot), laugh, smile - what I loved about her was her love
for life, and I will always be amazed about everything she did. How she
ever held down her job, which she did so well and packed in her true
passions for life I'll never know.
I'd just like to share some very special times..
Walking in to the office at 9am every morning, wishing she was still in
bed.
Watching her 4th world record in Thailand. We watched and watched those
videos and she talked through every second. I was amazed. She was so
pleased, I was so proud.
She didn’t like running, and I was determined she would (given she enjoyed
everything else thrown at her). We bought our kit to work, changed in
the toilets and ran. We had 45 minutes, and what a surprise she out ran
me.. We legged it back to the office, strip changed in the toilets and
walked back in (sweating) and laughing (trying to look sensible). And yes,
we'd made it in our lunch slot.
Every day, we chatted, laughed, smiled. I helped her, she helped me. I
made coffee, she made tea. She wouldn’t eat cake or chocolate without tea,
she would say it just tasted better.
Our last coffee in Tchibos, Tues 16th May, the last day I saw her. Most
lunch times, a few of us would wonder through the delights of Hounslow
for a coffee. This time the conversation was absolutely hilarious. I
don't remember ever laughing so much.
Arriving back from my holiday to find a special post-it on my desk she’d
left before she went to Spain.
I would also just like to share something which I do not believe is
a co-incidence. Last time we saw each other was when I left for my
holiday. I sat by the pool in Greece and I heard an unusual song I had
not heard for years. The track came on and the bar staff turned the volume
up. I listened, and for some reason I was drawn to it, and just listened
to it. It was such a great track. I heard it once more in the holiday
and I remember thinking I have to download it when I get back. When I
came back we had both been sent a video clip, amazingly with this track
on. I remember thinking I can’t believe I’ve heard it again. What I
didn’t know is, she loved this track too and had found a copy and sent
it to me to listen to http://www.emp3world.com/to_download.php?id=101189.
This track will stay with me forever, as will so many of the amazing
things she did.
Love to your family, Gav, special friends, friends and all who knew you.
I miss you kiddo x
Suzy
Fri Jun 2 01:28:58 2006 GMT
My lasting memory of Taz was the goodbye hug I got when leaving Bangkok
after the 400-way. At an hour when the kind of people who worry about
tomorrow are fast asleep, Taz came down to the lobby, bright and cheery,
to see us off. It was an emotional departure as we had all shared
much together. It was hard to believe, then as now, that I had known
Taz for less than three weeks - I feel like I've lost a childhood friend.
I guess she had that affect on everyone.
To her family and to Gavin: I don't know you but you must be very special
people indeed. My thoughts are with you in this awful time and I count
myself very fortunate to have known Taz, however briefly.
Jonathan Perl
Fri Jun 2 09:04:10 2006 GMT
.....first of all a huge thank you to everyone who has been so kind in
adding their memories and pictures. Although they are so hard to read and
look at, it is more wonderful to see how much Tammy touched everyone's
hearts. She would have been ecstatic to see so many fantastic photos
(the ones of Tammy pole dancing are just typical! Being so photogenic
helps as well!!) She would also have been incredibly humbled by all
the memoirs filled with love. Please keep them coming in!!
Apologies for references to 'Tammy' (instead of 'Taz'), but to me she was
always Tammy, my big (although smaller in stature) sister....my Tammy.
It is almost impossible to find the right words to express just how
much I love her and how proud of all her achievements both I, and mum &
dad, are. We were such ardent fans and followed all her successes with
glowing pride and unbounded delight.
Tammy was so many emotions rolled into one person - energetic, caring,
bouncy, thoughtful, vibrant, thorough, lively, passionate....the
list goes on. And as everyone knows she was always doing a million
and one things because of her passions. Despite these, however, she
always found time for those she cared about and that's what makes her
so special. I always loved the way I could call her on the phone and
we would talk for hours about anything and nothing - most of these calls
were interspersed with random nicknames for each other (Pingu, Podling,
Pineapple chunks of love, Snugglebum, Potato Head) and childhood phrases
(as secretly neither of us really ever grew up - stockings at Christmas
and the annual Easter Egg Hunt at mum & dad's house is testament to that -
Tammy always won, also typical!)
There are so many memories from my life with Tammy, each of which I will
treasure every day until I see her again. I will miss her terribly in
the meantime, but know my Tammy will be keeping herself busy teaching
angels how to skydive!
Love always and forever Slugfish xxx
(GailCauser@UNATDIRECT.com)
2nd June 2006
Thu Jun 1 21:54:12 2006 GMT
Taz,
I think we only spoke once or twice - I was the nervous newbie lurking at
a CReW-dog birthday party one night at Langar. You used to tease me for
that, but it was always in good fun and it was clear that your presence
brought joy to those around you.
I was stunned by the news on Saturday night and toasted your memory with
Shaggy at Langar.
Blue skies forever,
Ian
Fri Jun 2 14:10:45 2006 GMT
Our dearest Taz
This is extremely hard to digest - I was telling some students about
how brilliant my friend Taz was the day before I got the news. I can't
believe it, it's so unfair.
I first meet Taz at Langar, she was on her motorbike, I admired it and
she started telling me about her life. From that first moment I knew what
an amazing chick she was. Later that day she said she had a bad back and
was not jumping. I offered her some Reiki and although a bit sceptical
she accepted. To say her energy was electric was an understatement; she
was extremely responsive and couldn't thank me enough. I feel privileged
to have been able to help her get back in the air that day.
I spent lots of time with her recently at the Miss Behaviour boogie;
her energy and enthusiasm were still electric. She made all of us proud
on JFTC, CF World Record and then her dream - the World Team. I will
miss her smile, her sense of humour and her inspirational bravery. My
heart is with Gav, her family and Maria.
Love, light and lemongrass
Lubie
Fri Jun 2 20:07:24 2006 GMT
I only ever met Taz the one time, but as all seem to know here, that was
enough to be completely taken with her. I was visiting England from
the US and got invited to a "skydiver piss up". As everyone has said,
she was full of life. She was electric. If one believes in auras,
Taz's would be the brightest on in any room. My world, the world, is
diminished with her loss. My only consolation for myself is that I am
one of the lucky few people in this world who got to meet her.
Blue skies and warm breezes Taz.
Dan rossi
Fri Jun 2 23:14:44 2006 GMT
I have been with Tamsin for only 5 short years, but in that time we did
so much together, always some new adventure to found on the horizon and
a new challenge to be conquered. I'd like to share some of the more
memorable ones.
Only 6months into our relationship we went skiing to Chamonix, known to
have fantastic off-piste, so she was excited. Until the ski rep told us
in the coach the snow coverage was 66%, then she was livid... I hadn't
skied for 20years and was having a hard time of it, but she stuck by me.
On the last day, the heavens had opened, and there was thigh deep powder
and blue skies, so we set off to Argentiere, up the Aguille du Midi,
looked down at the untouched powder, lifted up the fence rope, made
sure no-one official was looking and went over the side. We had so
much fun, falling over, trying to make tracks, then picked a route down.
Our route started looking precarious, so we took off our ski's to walk
down, but suddenly she slipped on a large smooth face that was just dusted
with snow. Her ski's vanished over the edge, and she was clinging on,
so I dug myself in, gave her my ski poles and tried to pull her up, but
she couldn't hang on and slid down the face and vanished over the edge.
My heart stopped. Seconds later she was tumbling across the slope below,
picked herself up and shouted she was ok...She was so calm and collected.
She couldn't stop gabbling about how I'd almost killed her, how she kept
a cool head and braced for a hard landing, and grinned that maniacle
grin of hers att he whole adventure. She was more distraught that her
favourite ski's had delaminated. All I could do was hug her and cry my
eyes out at the thought I'd almost lost her.
We entered a 4way rw team into the national, and on the 7th round, she
attempted a swoop landing but misjudged. Her left heel slammed into the
ground, she managed to keep the flare and landed in heap. I watched this
from 30ft above in my landing approach, and in my haste to get to her,
also landed hard, jarring my ankle. While we did the 8th round with
our alternate, she was carted off to hospital. I landed, paid our jump
bill, and looked down at my throbbing ankle and prodded the vein pulsing
on top of my ankle bone. The squelchy feeling made me feel sick, and
on the way out the office I passed out and hit my head and nose on the
door frame. I'm not very good with sight/sound/smell/thought of blood...
I eventually arrived at hospital to find her sat in a wheelchair, bored.
She was so happy to see me, and couldn't stop laughing and taking the
piss out of me when I told her why I had cuts down my face...
Several years later in Vail going down 'Steep and Deep', I slipped,
and split my head open hitting a tree'. She heard me yelp, and shouted
'are you ok?' I was awake and breathing so shouted 'yeah'... so she
casually came down the slope, picking up my skis and poles, round the side
of the tree to see me on all fours, with my skull showing through the
split and blood pouring everywhere. She wanted to get help, but I asked
her to help get me out of the run. She pushed the 2 sides of my split
together, said hold your hand here, got me to my feet and clipped in,
then we skied for another 20mins with no-one to be seen, her ordering
me to keep moving and keep pressure on my head, until we got to a lift
station. It took 5hrs for the doc to stitch my head back together,
all the time she sat with me holding my hand, looking at my exposed
skull and asking the doc questions, with a constant grin on her face.
She even joked if he could give me a little face lift while he was at it.
I watched her crash her motorbike at Oulton Park. She had been determined
to overtake Steve, and tried to take him round the outside of the bend,
but as he clipped the apex and accelerated out, she got pushed onto the
grass. I came round fully lent over, watching this little body on a big
looking bike bouncing across the grass throwing her over the handlebars.
We found her back in the pit lane, pulling grass out of her sorry looking
bike with its bent fairing, more annoyed with herself for failing to
overtake Steve...
When I dropped her off at the airport for her flight to Thailand for
the 400way in January this year, we wandered around until she had to go
through to airside. I'd been fairly quiet all this time, she kept asking
me if anything was wrong, I'd say no, we'd carry on, then eventually
she said 'well if you arent going say much more I'd be as well going'.
I hugged her tight and started crying, and said its because she was
going away out of my sight halfway round the world, and I wasn't going
to be there to look out for her.
I always worried about her when she went off anywhere without me, because
I always felt I needed to look out for her, but did it discretely so
she wouldn't feel I was nannying...
This makes it so hard for me now. I cannot believe that after all the
scrapes we have been through together, she is gone, and I wasn't able
to look after her this time. I loved her so much, even though I didn't
always show it to her. I am so proud of all she did, even though I
may not have always told her. Despite my inability to fully express
my feelings to her I know she loved me, and she knew deep down I loved
her to bits. She was and is a unique person, an irreplaceable part of
my head and heart, I won't ever find another quite like her. I still
expect her to come out of nowhere like she's been hiding. If I could
have this time again with her, I'd tell her everyday how much I love her.
Tamsin, I will forever love you and be with you. You will always be
with me. Be patient and wait for me. I will come and find you, hug you,
kiss you, and never let you out of my sight again.
big schnuggles always, because thats what we always did
Gavin
xxxxx
Sun Jun 4 09:11:39 2006 GMT
Tamsin was so full of life that it has truly shocked me to dicover her
death, in my mind, she has lived more in her time than most of us will
ever. She was my fencing teacher, but more than that, a friend. We will
miss you always
Stijn
Sun Jun 4 19:17:06 2006 GMT
When I think of Tamsin it always brings a smile to my face. She was always
bursting with energy, enthusiasm, and found fun in everything around her.
Reading through some of the other tributes to her, you can't help but
notice the continual theme of her drive, ambition, determination and
dedication to the amazing things she loved. She has been an inspiration
to me to encourage me to make time for activities that I had let fall
by the wayside and not to make work the be all and end all.
I was always amazed out how one person could be so accomplished in so many
challenging and difficult things; things that others could only dream of
doing.... and yet how utterly hopeless she was at all things domestic!
But I mean that in the most endearing way possible, as it is some of
Tamsin's attempts at domestic activities that are memories I cherish
and bring a big smile to my face.
A few memories I'd like to share:
When I first met Tamsin, it was before Gav had moved in. I was round
at her place one day and experienced one of the Tamsin's culinary
delights.... pasta a la Tamsin. Which basically consisted of a jar
of chicken and sweetcorn sandwich filling mixed in with pasta. - Soon
after we started feeding Tamsin at our place!
Writing detailed step by step instructions for Tamsin, on how to make
scrambled egg in the microwave. She wanted to surprise Gav with a special
Valentine's Day breakfast and had no idea where to start. After talking
her through each step carefully she asked "could you write that down
for me, just in case?"
During the 8 months or so that Tamsin and Gav lived with us (in between
their house moves) I recall the first occasion when Tamsin became
determined to do the laundry. She appeared in the kitchen clutching a
pillowcase stuffed with washing, came over to Russ and said "Help! How
does a washing machine work?"
These are but a few of the many memories I have of Tamsin - she always
had a story to tell, an achievement to explain, and some of us were
lucky enough to be part of those stories and achievements.
We will miss are regular outings with Tamsin and Gav for "scoff and
silver screen" (translated from Taz speak as all you can eat Chinese
buffet and the cinema).
I've never known anyone get such value for money from a Chinese buffet as
Tamsin (boy that girl could eat!), and we won't even mention the orange
jelly incident!
I really can't believe that she has gone, we will miss her so much.
She will always be in our memories and in our hearts.
All our love Taz
Karen and Russ and Sasha xxxxx
Karen.Belsky@boltblue.com
Mon Jun 5 11:23:46 2006 GMT
What can I say that hasn't been said?
After seeing her do trackdays on her bike, going faster than a novice has
any right to. After seeing her ride on the road (and wishing I didn't
have to watch sometimes) and her frustration at not being the fastest
in the group. I thought I'd seen all of Taz there was to see.
That showed only half the picture. Yes, she was naturally gifted at
anything she tried but she was always asking questions, seeking knowledge
and thinking about getting better.
She will be missed.
Thoughts go out to Gav and her family.
Ian S
Mon Jun 5 12:21:59 2006 GMT
I had been telling a friend that Taz's Shape advert was on TV only a
couple of hours before finding out. I remembered her talking me through
the storyboard from the advert and her excitement that she had been
promoted to a speaking part. I didn't realise quite how talented she was
until I looked at her stunt website, I don't know how she fitted it in.
Taz was someone I would always chat to at Langar, she was great to spend
time with. She was on my line at Britchicks, she was good to follow
out to improve my swooping. My last memories of her were at the Langar
boogie. For some reason I ended up having a brief pressup competition
with her at about midnight - I think she had called me a wimp! I will
also remember her manic dancing, she had an energy few could match.
Like so many others from all over the world, I will miss and never forget
her. She is still an inspiration.
Caroline (G)
Mon Jun 5 19:58:08 2006 GMT
I knew Tam through kickboxing. I remember the huge grin on her face when
she kicked me in the head in a sparring class, thanking me for being
short so that she could reach my head :). I trained alongside her for
2 years and through all that time, she was a happy, glowing person. I
looked up to her, admiring her for all the amazing things she had done
through her life. My thoughts will always be with you Tam.
Riya Xx
Mon Jun 5 21:25:13 2006 GMT
I met Taz in Thailand this year during the World Team 400-way world
record. I was one of 4 non-brits on the british sector, so I had the
pleasure of spending more time around her.
I was so very proud of being the person with the least amount of jumps
going into the event (about 515) and didn't waste an opportunity to
tell people. Taz had I beleive the third lowest jump numbers, in the
mid 700's, so when I told her about me, she said (you guessed it -
with a huge smile) that well, yes she had 700 jumps but, well, probably
around 300 of those had been CRW, leaving her at around 400 freefall
jumps. Absolutely amazing! She didn't really give it much importance,
and well, after that I tryed to stop my dumb bragging. I love to get
taught a lesson with a smile!
I am sorry not to have known her better, and even after having spent
so little time with her, I was crying when I read about her death. Yes,
she will be missed all around the world.
I have put together a few photos of her here, feel free to bring them
to this page.
http://web.mac.com/schaechter/iWeb/ChestersWorldTeam06site/TAZ.html
To Taz's family, to Gavin, and to all of us variously close friends from
around the globe: I hope we get strenght from her positive way to live
life. I suppose she would not want us to be sad but rather celebrate her
life. I imagine her doing it if she was in our place mourning a friend,
she'd probably be telling the silliest anecdotes and lifting peoples
spirits with laughter.
I send you guys a big big heartfelt hug, in particularly to the family
and Gavin.
Eric "Chester" Schaechter
Hamburg, Germany / Mexico City, Mexico
schaechterATmacDOTcom
Tue Jun 6 09:11:58 2006 GMT
Bye Taz.
love Daisy:) (Weed)
Tue Jun 6 12:09:40 2006 GMT
While I was in Iraq, Taz took it upon herself to send me weekly pictures
of her and her friends in her office. They were always smiling, doing
goofy things ... whatever they could do to make me smile.
What she didn't realize was that as long as she had a smile on her face
... everyone else was smiling, too.
She had a heart big enough for the whole world. She tried everything,
and enjoyed the fast, fun and dangerous side of life.
She will be missed ... but remembered.
-Buz
Tue Jun 6 13:19:46 2006 GMT
I've been friends with Taz for over 6 years but I only became really
close to her after we ended up being roommates at world team in January.
Taz's friendship made those days in Thailand some of the best and
most memorable of my life. I went there to achieve a dream and came
home with something far more precious - the most wonderful friend
anyone could ever wish for. Taz had more talent, warmth, passion and
determination than anyone I have ever known. But at the same time there
was a unique vulnerability about her... she was utterly natural and
totally endearing... she was the kind of person you couldn't help but
do anything for once she touched your heart.
What I loved about Taz was how, despite being told over and over
again... she genuinely never realised how special or fantastic she
was. She used to tell me repeatedly how lucky she felt to have so many
amazing friends... but she deserved them all and more...it was us who
were lucky to be chosen by her.
Looking back, those weeks in Thailand were a gift. Taz's way of looking
at life, her words of advice and the imprint she has made on my life,
will be with me forever. The pain of loss is measured in multiples to the
strength of her friendship to me... but I wouldn't change what I feel for
the world because to feel nothing would mean that I never knew her...
Taz's friendship was warm, genuine and unconditional from the start. She
was one in a billion - so irreplaceable that there is no point even
trying...
Reading all these memories makes me realise though, that I shared Taz
with a million others. It doesn't surprise me. What amazes me though is
how she made every single one of us feel like we were the most important
friend she had... and the truth is - each of us was exactly that to her.
She had so much love inside, that she could share it round the whole
world and still have enough to make another planet full of people love
her to bits... that is what made her Taz!
She only ever wanted every one of us to be happy... in her last email
she instructed me on exactly that! She told me to follow my heart and
know that if I needed her she would always be here for me... when I
read those words now, I know she meant it - and the fact that she isn't
here won't stop her...
She gave me enough warmth and smiles to last me a lifetime, but I'd give
anything for just one more...
A thousand big hugs back Taz... be happy.
C.x
caroline.hughes@btinternet.com
Tue Jun 6 14:04:43 2006 GMT
I met Tamsin at Centrica in the spring of 2001 and worked with her
for some 8 months. During that time I remember being most impressed
with her vivacity, ambition and sheer enthusiasm for everything she
encountered. I loved her stories on skydiving and realised this is not
an ordinary girl.
We lost touch sometime in 2003 and I was deeply shocked to read of her
death last week.
My sincerest condolences to her family, fiancée and friends.
God bless you Tamsin. It was a very real pleasure to meet you.
Michael Murphy.
Michael.Murphy@TheAA.com
Tue Jun 6 14:55:58 2006 GMT
I only new Taz for a short while when she was part of an 8-way team
called "J8". I will always remember her as loud and bubbly with a
strong character. I know that she will have left a void at Langar and
the Skydive Centres around the world.
My thoughts go out to Gavin, Taz's family and friends.
Helen xxxx
Tue Jun 6 22:12:27 2006 GMT
I only met Taz at the November 2005 Lake Wales CRW record camp.
Taz was fun, effervescent and a delightful person. TAZ was also quite
impressive. How many people could be on 4 records, and still compete
in horse shows, and work? Taz was a rare breed, and she will be missed.
Jeni Gordon
Tue Jun 6 23:06:34 2006 GMT
Tuesday 6th June.
The first time i met Taz was in Thailand at World Team 06, and what
fun she was so full of energy and always laughing and mad as a hatter.
The memory of Taz that i will always remember is when we left the hotel
in Bangkok and she was waving madley goodbye in tears. It was a pleasure
to meet you Taz, rest in peace.
Garry Willard. sector 11. World Team.
Tue Jun 6 23:37:26 2006 GMT
Memories of Taz, well where do I start? There are so many I’m just going
to have to pick a few random ones that stand out for me....
When she came to buy my motorbike. Her disappointment when she found she
couldn’t touch the ground even after me and Gavin lowered it as much as
possible. Then we had the idea of taking the seat off and just strapping
a towel onto the frame – and her huge grin of delight when she eventually
came back!
When she then proceeded to go faster on that bike (now with a cut-down
seat) than I ever did, getting the pegs down at Donington Park and
leaving me in her dust (on my new bigger, faster bike!).
When we were standing in line at Bridge Day 2003, waiting to do our
first gainers (backward somersaults). I was scared silly thinking of
all the things that could go wrong and wondering whether I should go
through with it. The conversation went something like this:
Taz (soothingly) “You know you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to”
Me (scared) “Are you doing one?”
Taz (matter of fact) “Yes of course”
Me (suddenly determined) “OK, well I’m bloody doing one too then!”
And after me and Gavin had lurched our way off in our lopsided attempts
(sorry Gavin!), Taz then calmly stepped up and did the most perfect
somersault for her first ever gainer, as announced by Johnny Utah to
the watching crowd!
When she started doing CRW with us, having only done it once before. And
then in her usual way, soaking up all the experience she could get and
then leaving us all behind.
When she wrapped me doing a row 4 wing, and calmly had a chat about
whether she needed to cutaway. She gave me one of her smiles, then went
ahead and gave Gavin his first reserve packing save as he watched with
his heart in his mouth, and gave me the fun of climbing out of her canopy
(trying desperately not to cut any lines because she was off to Empuria
the next day!).
Her encouragement when I was having problems on our first Empuria CRW
camp, and always telling me off for beating myself up. Her pride and
enjoyment in introducing herself to every single person on the CRW world
record. Her bouncing up to debriefs with a big smile and her precious
logbook clutched in one arm, and plonking herself down right in the
middle so she didn’t miss anything. Her strange taste in drinks (orange
juice and bitter lemon in the same glass?!). Her love of chocolate cake
(especially Karen Bagley’s!). Her arriving at Langar asleep in the
passenger seat of Gavin’s car. Her amazing vodka drinking exploits in
Russia, followed the next day by 8 perfect jumps.
Damn I could go on forever. You never realise how much someone means
until it’s too late. I just can't believe she's not going to be there next
time we meet up. How can such a small person leave such a huge gap?!!
My heart goes out to her family and Gavin. Blue skies forever Taz,
you will always be an inspiration to do more than we ever think we can...
Martin
Wed Jun 7 09:41:10 2006 GMT
I met Tamsin in 2000 working for Centrica. I can't remember ever seeing
her without a smile on her. She was a real character, one of the nicest
people I've met. The memories and pictures on this site are a fantastic
testament to a remarkable woman.
I recognised the black and white photos of her in the black dress because
she carried out a survey in the office to see which ones people thought
were the best for her portfolio, and it was a big office.
My condolences to all those who loved her.
Adam Dotchin
Wed Jun 7 09:44:27 2006 GMT
Taz, what can i add that hasnt aleady been said, a special member of our
8 way team J8 who went on to conquor the sport of skydiving with many
world records and all acheived with that ever present determination
and infectious smile. A moment in her presence she made you feel
special. Dearly missed but never to be forgotten. Many people pass through
our hearts in life but Taz you have left a footprint in soooo many.
Deepest sympathy to Gav and Taz's family.
Sonny xx
Wed Jun 7 14:22:05 2006 GMT
Take a moment to rest - then on with the great adventure!
Love always Dad
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Tammy ('Taz') rests within us all.
7th June 2006
Thu Jun 8 03:54:13 2006 GMT
I met Taz for the first time at Steves just before I moved to the
states about 2 years ago, at one of our too-few get togethers. I had
heard so much about her previously, heard that Gav had fallen in love,
I couldn't wait to meet her. She proved to be everything they had all
said about her, vibrant, happy, warm, extrodinairily talented, funny,
caring, an all round awesome chick (she was even able to actually fit
completely inside a suitcase, we zipped her in, 'Taz in a bag' :-). I
could see instantly that she and Gav were in love. Gav, I'm so glad
you guys found each other, that you had the time you had together, but
I'm so so sorry she has been taken from you so soon and so suddenly. My
thoughts are with you and with Taz's family.
Shazza
Thu Jun 8 11:13:08 2006 GMT
Hi,
I worked with Taz for a while at Centrica. She was always keen to try
new things and learn new skills. Always the noisiest one in the office
and the one to rely on when we needed to someone to present a wacky idea
to the team and build up the team spirit.
What a loss,
Rob.
Thu Jun 8 12:31:36 2006 GMT
I’m not even sure where to begin – my last contact with Taz was an
e-mail from her in response to my apology for being late sending her
birthday card. As always with Taz she was incredibly generous and
thanked me for remembering anyway! She described her birthday weekend
– she had a fabulous time, as always, filled with activity!
When I first met her at Langar when J8 was formed, one thing became
immediately apparent and that was Taz’s talent and ability in the air.
Wherever she was supposed to be, she was there, whilst others of us with
more jumps to our credit struggled! It seems that this was reflected
in everything that she did.
Having read through other people’s tributes, what stands out is not
just her incredible abilities, but the sheer amount that she managed to
squeeze into her life – and all done with that inimitable smile! A rare,
big-hearted, beautiful, madcap, live-wire but with so much humility.
Whatever Taz did, she gave it her all - even her hugs were 110%!
Whenever Taz and Gav visited and the conversation drifted through the
night and into the early morning, the one person who would be wide awake
whilst the rest of us were taking turns at nodding off (nothing to do with
the beer you understand!), was Taz. During these times, I discovered her
quieter side. The last time I saw her was the evening of the BPA AGM,
when she and Gav stayed over. We talked about everything from skydiving
and flying, to spirituality, energy, Reiki and reincarnation. One thing
I did discover is that she felt incredibly lucky to be living the life she
did and to have the people around that loved her – humble to the last!
My heart goes out to Gav and her family.
Dear Taz,
I can’t even begin to express my deep admiration of all that you are
and all that you’ve done. I’m still in denial I think – I look at the
pictures and read what others have said and still can’t believe that
you’re not going to just going to turn up at mine with Gav for another
“all nighter”. I’d just like to say “Thank you” for blessing my and all
our lives with your presence. Your love and light will always shine.
I may not have seen you that often, but I’ll miss you.
Love,
Steve. xx
Thu Jun 8 20:59:28 2006 GMT
I worked with Tamsin at Centria - I have never met anyone who did so
much but still had time for a chat and a laugh. Its been an absolute
pleasure to know you, Taz.
My thoughts are with Gav & Taz's family.
Mark Cobley
Thu Jun 8 22:22:02 2006 GMT
A remarkable, beautiful, talented yet most humble woman. Warm and genuine
to the core with a dazzling smile that would shine from deep within and
light any room.
Taz, always self-deprecating, I wish you could know what so many people
really thought of you and felt about you. You touched the lives of every
single person you encountered with your energy, passion, effervescence
and sheer joy of life. I wish with all my heart that you could know
that. Yet I know you would have as much trouble believing your tributes
as we all have in believing that you were taken from us so soon.
But be proud Taz. You have made the world a better place.
Caroline A xxx
Thu Jun 1 19:06:30 2006 GMT
Taz,
Your life is a dream. For the rest of us it would have been a dream
that remained in our sleep but for you it was a dream that you made
reality. I first met you when you were a student skydiver and I was lucky
enough to be invited on your Cat 10 dive - innovating even then, there
was a cracking video shot of you trying head down in between points -
I think you meant to do it?! ;-) Your progression in the sport has been
phenomenal.
Your many achievements have been listed above and I was always amazed
at how much you fitted in. Owning and training a horse is a full time
sport in itself!!
The main thing that I love about you is to remember you and Gav together
- you obviously made each other so happy and shared every aspect of your
lives. You experienced what so many people strive for and, as Gordon said,
you made Gav so happy.
I too will miss your smile, your hugs, your boundless enthusiasm but I
will never lose my memories of you. It is people like you who make the
world a special place and inspire and motivate the rest of us.
I can only imagine the stunts that you have got the angels performing!
Love and Hugs,
Simon Pollard x x
Tue Jun 13 11:11:24 2006 GMT
Just a quick email as a person who was at school with Tamsin to pass on
my thoughts. There have been a couple of losses of people from our year
and it seems that each of them have been utterly amazing high achieving
people and that the world is so much fuller for their having been here
so that their passing has made us all think upon what we ourselves do.
All of our thoughts to Tamsin's family and Gavin too,
Tue Jun 13 21:27:37 2006 GMT
Dear Taz,
As an non skydiver you still, found the time to be my friend and steal a
piece of my heart( not just my cake). You were a true inspiration to me
and could always make me smile. I will miss are chats and hugs on that
lovely Langar sofa.You will always remain in my thoughts. I'm going to
miss you more than words can say. Be happy in your next adventure.
love to your family and Gav. Mrs B alias DobbyXXXXXX
Wed Jun 14 21:55:41 2006 GMT
Taz and I were "H plane Hotties" together at JFTC. She showed her usual
vibrancy and enthusiasm leading us in song on several occasions! Most
recently I jumped with her at Langer and was so sad and shocked to hear
of her loss. Words cannot do justice to her life and achievements. Blue
Skies and a Large Huggggggggggggggggg Ruth
Sat Jun 17 00:52:48 2006 GMT
“Konnichiwa, Emiko-san, ogenki desuka!” Everytime I went to the office
where Tammy-san (“san” is a suffix added to People’s names in Japanese)
worked, she would appear at the reception saying the greeting in
Japanese with a big heart-warming smile. For the last one and half year
of Tammy-san’s life, I taught Japanese to her.
And I must say, Tammy-san was the most enthusiastic and dynamic learner
of the language I have ever met in my teaching experience of more than
ten years. One of the most impressive things I have seen was Tammy-san’s
notebook. It was not only full of Japanese writings, sentences and other
notes, but it also had a detailed index that Tammy-san typed so that she
could refer to something quickly without having trouble to find it. It
was amazing.
Tammy-san wanted to learn everything – expressions, grammar, Japanese
characters, as well as cultural background of the language. As you can
well imagine, I had to slow her down from time to time. We had such
fun when we were learning a special counting system in which there are
numerous suffixes you have to learn according to the nature of the things
counted. Naturally, Tammy-san wanted to know as many objects for counting
as possible. It surprised everybody in the class when I explained that
the same suffix could be used for counting squid as well as for liquid
measures, for example cups of coffee or glasses of beer. Tammy-san then
summarised this by saying with a straight face, “so, this suffix can be
used for coffee, tea, beer, wine, orange juice etc. and SQUID!”. Then
Tammy-san burst out laughing and we all laughed. The lessons were always
lively and fun with Tammy-san.
Tammy-san often expressed her love for Japan. She told me how much
she loved living in Japan when she was a little “Tammy-chan”(“chan”
is another suffix for a name making it sound sweet and cute), how sad
she was when she had to leave Japan, and above all, the love for her
childhood hero Sumo wrestler, Chiyonofuji, “The Wolf”. In the photo
Tammy-san proudly showed me, was a little Tammy-chan, wearing a girly
dress and two pony-tails with big ribbons, looking a bit nervous standing
beside her great hero. It was a lovely photo and I will never forget
how passionate and happy Tammy-san looked and sounded when she talked
about all these things to me.
In the last lesson we had on Tuesday before the accident, Tammy-san was
a bit frustrated because she could not stop her hiccups for the whole
morning despite trying all the methods she had been told about. I told
her how I usually stop my hiccups. It worked. Tammy-san then said to me
with joy, “It stopped, it stopped! I love you, Emiko!” Oh, Tammy-san,
I LOVE YOU TOO, AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
Emiko Iguchi, Japanese language tutor at OKI
Tue Jun 13 19:50:27 2006 GMT
Having been out of the sport for a year or two I’d not spoken to Taz
for quite some time and wanted to drop a line to congratulate her on
all the world records she’d took part in and instead I’m here writing
on this remembrance website; it seems so hard to comprehend.
Whilst I never knew Taz outside of the skydiving world I would imagine
she’d have the same drive and determination in whatever she did and when
I thought of Taz I thought of someone who was bubbly and full of life,
and that’s a lovely way to be remembered.
Taz, the achievements you attained in your all but too brief skydiving
career have been respected by all your peers and serve as a hallmark
of what is good with the sport you loved and will inspire many of us in
the years that will follow your passing.
I hope Gav and Taz’s family can gain strength from all the love that
people felt towards her.
Blue skies forever Taz.
Love
clloydy
clloydy@yahoo.com
Mon Jun 19 01:21:24 2006 GMT
I had only met Taz once, at the CRW world record in Florida last year.
From the first moment I met her she made such a lasting impression on
me. She was so friendly, outgoing, enthusiastic, humble and benevolent.
I was so impressed to hear of how well she was doing with so little CRW
experience, and then she dazzled all with hanging one side of the first
ever row 10 wings! What a woman! Even though I barely knew her, the
news of her passing affected me profoundly - I guess it is proportionate
to how she affected me in life. She will be greatly missed.
Shireen Khavari
shireen@earthlink.net
Mon Jun 19 16:04:37 2006 GMT
As I read these wonderful memories with tears streaming down my face my
4 year old daughter came in and asked "what's the matter mummy, and who
is the pretty lady?". I told her that her name is Tamsin and she is a
very wonderful, amazing, caring lady who was mummy's friend, but sadly
she had died in a tragic accident. She stroked my hair and told me not
to worry as I could always "find another friend", but everyone who was
so lucky to know Tamsin will know that we will never meet anyone like
her again. I count myself as very fortunate to have worked with you at
Centrica Tamsin, you were an extrodinary person and a real asset to the
team. I'll never forget your smiles and your sheer determination and
dedication, your family must be so very proud of you.
My heart goes out to your family and Gavin, god bless.
Michelle x
Tue Jun 20 09:51:09 2006 GMT
What a cool, cool chick she was. There is no doubt that she packed a few
lifetimes worth of fun and adventure into her 32 years. More importantly
she filled the world with love, and there is no doubt that to love and
to be loved is one of life's greatest adventures.
Such a big personality leaves such a big gap but there is no doubt that
we are all alot richer for having Taz in our lives and for that I would
always be thankful.
I'm looking forward to sharing a cold beer with her when we next meet.
Kate
Fri Jun 23 10:38:44 2006 GMT
I only jumped with Taz a few times, but that’s all it took for her to
make a big impression, I echo the comments of Steve&Nicole (below) when
I say that this poem from Edna St-Vincent Millay perfectly sums up my
memories of Taz. Rob Campbell
My candle burns at both ends;
It will not last the night;
But ah, my foes and oh my friends -
It gives a lovely light!
Mon Jun 26 19:25:10 2006 GMT
Dear Taz,
From one fellow small person to another, you will be surely missed! I
think the last time Simon and I jumped with you was 4 and 16 way. You
always had a big grin on your face, whatever the weather or type of
jump. When Si and I decided to re-locate and give jumping a rest, you
were always interested in what we were doing, and I thank you for that,
I wish I had sent more e-mails!
You really lived life to the full, more than most people on the planet,
you put us all to shame! I really must thank-you and your family for
your moo-cow. I gave it to Jasmine and she loves it, she sleeps with it
every night and has named it 'cups of tea' don't know why, maybe it's
a northern thing! Well mate, I hope your teaching those angels I thing
or two, see you later.
Take care, big hugs always,
Emma, Simon and Jasmine xxx
Mon Jun 26 22:29:03 2006 GMT
It's been a month now and it still doesn't seem real.
I just wanted to say a few 'thank yous'. First of all to Karen who
tried so very very hard to save Tammy after the accident - thank you
for being there with her and for hugging her. Secondly to Marcie,
for setting up this website, which I have logged into almost every day,
resulting in tears and laughter and a realisation that we are not the
only people who love Tammy very much - thank you Marcie, it has helped.
Then to all the people who have contributed tributes and photos -
we've loved every one of them (by the way, I meant to mention at
Tammy's service that we did print off the website - all 27 pages of it
- and put it in with Tammy so that she knows how much she is missed).
Thank you to Tammy's godparents who, in the first few awful days were
there for us with their love and support. Thank you to all the people
who came on Friday to celebrate with us Tammy's life and achievements -
it was great to meet and talk to you all. Thank you to those who sent
flowers and to those who have made a donation to the Taz Foundation
which I hope will keep her memory alive. Thank you to the rest of
my family who spoke so movingly on the day and of whom I am so proud.
A very very special and a huge thank you to Gav for looking after, loving
and making my Tammy so happy for five lo-o-o-ng years - believe me, Gav,
she adored you and did know how you felt about her. Last, but by no
means least, thank you to my Tammy who in 32 years achieved so much and
gave us so many things to be proud of - we will love and miss you every
day for the rest of lives, and we look forward to being with you again.
As one of the guys who works for me said "we feel we know Tammy because
you talk about her so much" - to those of you who have recently kindly
listened as I've continued to talk about her, thank you too.
Taz' Mum
Tue Jul 4 11:42:30 2006 GMT
Aged 10, dropped off at boarding school for the first time, I was sitting
on my newly made bed watching a similarly nervous 10 year old girl
deftly turning small squares of paper into flying birds. Over a flock
of paper birds and a few packets of fruit pastilles, a firm friendship
was born. Origami was not Tammy's only skill; having lived in Japan for
a number of years, she was also able to teach me a few words of Japanese.
Years passed and we both changed schools, keeping in touch only
sparodically. However, Tammy's passion for Japan left me with a so far
unrequited desire to visit the country and see everything that Tammy
had described to me first hand.
My chance finally came last month to spend a week in Tokyo. Somehow it
didn't really meet the 20 years' worth of expections that had build up,
but the Bullet train to Kyoto and the amazingly fresh food made the
visit well worth it. I couldn't quite get over the astronomical cost of
everything and was glad that I was there on business and not on my own
yen.
My thoughts turned to Tammy many times during that week as I was able
to show off the few words of Japanese that she had taught me, much to
the appreciation of Japanese collegues. The trip left me with a resolve
to get in touch with Tammy on my return and pick up a sadly neglected
friendship.
Firing up my laptop at home, I logged into the BBC website and
idley clicked on links to minor news articles. One caught my eye:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/berkshire/5023108.stm
I guess I don't need to explain my reaction.
My heart goes out to her family, but particulary to her mother; a mother
that treated me as a third daughter for a number of years, who gave
me more attention than my own family. I doubt that she even remembers
as this was a family that welcomed all of Tammy's freinds, treating
everyone with love and offering friendship and support in what ever way
was needed. But they had a huge impact on me and have helped to shape
the way I raise my own daughter. This is a family who doesn't deserve a
tragedy like this. But then I guess that no one does. I am only glad that
Tammy died doing something that she really loved and suffered no pain.
Rest in peace Tammy xxx.
Tue Jul 4 11:24:54 2006 GMT
http://billy-bird.blogspot.com/2006/07/tamsin-causer.html
Mon Jul 10 12:51:40 2006 GMT
i should have done this well before now, after reading all the really
fantastic things people have had to say about taz i just didnt`know
how to add anything, i heard about the tragedy on the sat. morn. when
i arrived at langar, and of course i was totally stunned, she, gavin
and her crw pals had been at langar only three wknds before training
and in between their jumps, wed` had a good chat,so it was a hell of
a blow to be told this, i remember when she first came to langar all
those years ago, this little girl with a great personality and lots
of energy i knew she was going to fit in just fine, i will miss her,
and she will always be remembered, i love ya taz, tony brad.
Thu Aug 3 10:28:10 2006 GMT
I am pleased for Taz that she was able to add World Team's 2 world records
to the women's world record and canopy formation world record she had just
completed in 2005. Initially Taz was turned down for World Team, purely
as she had less than 1,000 jumps and most applicants had 2,000 at least.
Then Rob called me as some people had dropped out of his team... 'Take
Taz' I said, I knew she'd be the excellent team member she turned out to
be, not only doing a great job with the skydiving but also bringing so
much enthusiasm, excitement and positivity to our sector. This makes a
huge difference, it's not what you do individually, it's how much you
give to the team that really counts, lifting other people's spirits,
making them believe, putting smiles on our faces, reminding us how
lucky we are to be there, all in the best way - by pure shining example.
This makes records happen. Taz was like that at every event I saw her at
- World Team, Jump For The Cause, Brit Chicks.. she brought a vibrancy
and a smile to everything she did and made everyone else more effective
because of that.
I wanted to share the email she sent after she heard she had a slot
on world team after all - it is so utterly Taz, her personality and
excitement is just overflowing as usual ... I have it printed and
pinned to my noticeboard at work, not after her accident as something
to remember her by, I put it there when I first received it as it was
so special. I still can't believe what has happened and have no words
for how devastating and - well, just wrong - it is that she is no longer
with us. So instead I prefer to remember her how she was, a little ball
of fun, of passion, of adventure, of inspiration...
She touched everyone she met, she certainly touched me, and I miss
her. Love and peace to Hazel, Graeme, Gail, Gav and everyone else whose
lives she has left a hole in.
BIg big hugs Taz
Lesley (Gale)
... email to follow........
Subject: Fwd: World Team '06
Date: Tuesday, November 1, 2005 13:00
From: Tamsin Causer
To: Lesley Gale
Conversation: World Team '06
Yippeeee!!!!! Yeeeeeeaaaaaah!!!!!!
Wooooooooooooohooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M ON!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, I'm SOOOOO happy!!!!!!!!! I can't believe
it!!!!!!!!!! I had so come to terms with not being on it. I have YOU
to thank for this 100%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you so very very very
much for supporting me!!! I wouldn't be on this if you hadn't called
Rob and suggested me. Thank you sooooo much!!!!! I am so so flattered
that you believe in me!!!!!! I won't let you down, I promise!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!
Big Big BIG Hugs!!!!!
TAZ
xxx
P.S. I think the ! key has gone on my keyboard!!11111 ; - )
Mon Aug 14 17:25:07 2006 GMT
We were all shocked to hear of Tamsins death, as we only found out after
the second accident, which we read about last week in the newspapers.
Tamsin, shopped regularly every winter with us over the last few years,
buying Ski's and other kit and having her ski's serviced, she stood out
amongst all our other regular customers, her smile and her fun will be
missed.
Our heartfelt condolences
Colin Newton and all the staff who had the good fortune to meet her
Snow and Rock Chertsey
Mon Aug 28 2006
On Bank Holiday Monday 2005 Tamsin took her horse Blackie to Littlewick
Horse Show.
This was a bit of a last minute thing and when Tamsin and Gavin arrived
at the show most of the classes were already closed. There were only 2
classes left that Tamsin could enter both involving very large fences The
Working Hunter and the Open Jumping. Now for those of you that are not
'Horsey' the Working Hunter Class is complicated and very proper. There
are certain things to wear which Tamsin didn't have and there are certain
things that Blackie should wear that he didn't have! You also have to
have prepared a show of harmony between horse and rider to impress the
judges which all the other competitors would have been practising for
weeks. However none of this could deter Tamsin from her mission and in
the ring she rode, beautifully, but without having a clue about what to
do. Then a remarkable thing happened she jumped the only clear round
and she won the class, the cup being the biggest that any one at the
yard has ever one we were all thrilled. Riding high on success she then
competed in the open jumping and came fourth. Now nobody can dissuade us
that Tamsin was not at the show yesterday because Gavin competed in the
same two classes and against all odds and I know he wont mind me saying
this he is not the rider that Tamsin was he won the Working Hunter and
came 4th in the Open jumping. This took lots of hard work and dedication
from Gavin and he did it for Taz.
Oh how we all miss her.
Tracey Freeman
Gleniffer Stables
Sat Sep 16 18:48:38 2006 GMT
I was lucky enough to count myself a friend of Tammy's in sixth-form.
It is amazing to read how Tammy's personality and activities grew over
the last 14 years, from CCF, fencing and shooting to stunts, bikes,
sky-diving and horses!
Thank you Tammy for the lovely memories of our friendship.
Julian Small
Sun Dec 17 22:43:51 2006 GMT
Just to leave a note to show Gavin and taz' family that she won't be
forgotten while having a look at this site once again...
Christmas is coming and I think these days can make you very sad.
But you are not alone with your thoughts, and her friends still keep
thinking on her, missing her much.
RS from germany, in the name of all who met taz at cf world record 2005.
Thu Dec 28 17:44:31 2006 GMT
Just to let everyone know that Tam has been awarded The Royal Aero Club
(the coordinating body of British airsports organisations)'s Bronze Medal.
I'm sure that she is grinning very broadly about that.
Thank you to RS from Germany for leaving such a kind message - great
to know that we are not the only ones who remember Tam. It's the one
thing I dread, that people will forget her.
The Taz Award is ready for presentation at the BPA AGM in January,
so I hope some great candidates have been put forward.
Love to everyone in the skydiving world and best wishes for a peaceful
New Year.
Taz' Mum
Wed Jan 3 09:02:43 2007 GMT
Even if this side might be slowing down, she won't be forgotten.
A peacefull 2007,
Markus.
Mon Jan 15 04:29:09 2007 GMT
She'll certainly not be forgotten as long as the people whose lives she
touched live - and that's a great lot of people.
All of the CRW community has begun thinking of the new World Record,
to be attempted late this year. Taz was such a happy, driving force,
who constantly helped and cheered us on last time, and flew so well to
complete it. It's sad to think of setting out to do it again without her.
She will be in our hearts, you can count on that.
Kevin Keenan
Mon Jan 22 18:09:18 2007 GMT
Just been browsing through all the beautiful photos of Taz once again. Taz
was such a gorgeous person, her spirit shines through so brightly in
her photos.
It's that spirit that I hang on to and remember, she wil never, ever be
forgotten.
So,so proud that she recieved the Taz memorial trophy.
Miss you
Audrey x
Mon Jan 22 21:50:51 2007 GMT
Everday I think of Taz, still think of her yes - even if its just once,
about something she said or did and it must be easy for someone to
be forgotten, for a memory to fade away. But Taz's memory will always
remain.
In November last year I did a 4 week trek around the Everest region in
Nepal and I visited the memorial site named "field of memories". This is
a very moving and poignant place where memories of strong, brave people
are left. People who walked in the mountains, who climbed mountains,
who made a difference to peoples lives.
It is a very emotional place to go.
Before my trip I gathered a whole load of tributes which both myself
and Hazel put together. Lesley helped put them together in a beatifully
presented way for me to take to the field of memories and leave there. I
found a special place for these and took a moment to remember Taz. I
took a photo too of the view she now has from this site, a beautiful
mountain view, sunny and bright.
It was a fascinating and amazing place we trekked around and it was only
fitting that I take something for Taz there.
I know she was with me in some form whilst I was slogging my guts out
up those massive mountains and coping with the altitude.
I know that had she been with me in person she'd have enjoyed it just
as much as I did!
I still think about everything you did in your short life Taz and how
you are playing a part in so many more things I aspire to do.
Ask Gail, she knows about them!
Love to you, whatever you may be doing right now
Shell xxx
Thu Feb 1 22:36:20 2007 GMT
I absolutely agree that Taz will never be forgotten, she's so very
often in my thoughts, for skydiving things, for silly things, for lots
of things. She was so bright and alive it's going to take a heck of
a lot more than passing time for that sort of energy to fade. I would
suggest a herd of a thousand raging elephants. Actually no, I take that
back, not even that will stop Taz's spirit.
It's absolutely fantastic that Taz won the Royal Aero Bronze award and
wonderful that she was voted "Skydiver of the Year".
Go girl.
Tina xxx
Thu Feb 8 22:23:27 2007 GMT
It has been amazing to see all the beautiful memories of our lovely
Taz and to know that she touched the lives and was so inspirational
to so many. For Les and me she was exceptionally special, beautiful,
full of life and yet so giving to everyone around her. We are so very
proud to be her god parents, an honour we will treasure forever. Not a
day goes by that we don't think of her and the many wonderful times we
shared together.
Tammie, we love and miss you.
Hugs and Kisses darling,
Les and Carmel.xxx
Sat Apr 7 00:40:52 2007 GMT
I did my first CRW jump around a month ago and know that every time I hook
my legs into someone's lines or they hook theirs in mine, I'll see her
smiling face. That face will inspire me to learn more and never give up!
tash
Tue May 22 12:29:38 2007 GMT
Taz, you were in all our thoughts at the weekend. We sang Happy Birthday
to you on Sunday and then went up and built the Brit Chicks 52 way Red
Cross. It was great to see Hazel and Gail doing their tandems cheered on
by everyone. The hardest part was seeing Gav wearing your rig getting
on the plane to jump with Hazel. Then there was a gorgeous giant Taz
cake for everyone to eat made by Karen.
Elaine and Henry
Thu May 24 20:32:48 2007 GMT
Taz,
Well Henry and Elaine have said most of what I was going to - but here
goes anyway...
What a day on Sunday - wonderful to see Hazel and Gail on your birthday,
you would have been proud of them doing their tandems on the sunset load
with Gav! Also the chicks building their formation (I'm sure there was
really 53!). And you would have loved Karen's amazing Taz cake (could
almost hear you shouting "Bagleycake!").
Off to Empuria again tomorrow - thinking of you and we'll all miss you,
especially on Saturday...
"Dance the skies on laughter-silvered wings"
Martin
Fri May 25 16:17:28 2007 GMT
Can't believe you've been gone a year now. I still think about you all
the time.
Miss you loads.
Love, Katie xx
Fri May 25 20:25:50 2007 GMT
Was thinking of you and your family on May 20th. Happy Birthday!xxx
Tash W
Sat May 26 23:02:14 2007 GMT
Dearest, darling Tam-tam,
I always knew that today would be difficult, as it seems impossible
that a whole year could have gone by without hearing your crazy laugh,
seeing your cheeky smile, getting a big 'bundle of energy' hug!
Mum and I lit a candle today for you - we miss you so much. It still
hurts. And despite being very busy little bunnies over the last year,
you are in everyone's thoughts every day. I know that not a single day
has passed since the service without me wearing my turquoise bracelet
and every time I catch a glimpse of it, I think of you.
It seems appropriate that on this day I share something that Mum and I
were especially blessed to be able to do for you, as I know you would
have enjoyed the occasion of it so much. As I am sure you are probably
aware mum and I visited Japan the last week of March / first week of
April this year. The opportunity presented itself and we wanted to
go for two reasons. The first reason being that we had not been for
some time since we all lived in Japan in the mid-80s and the second
reason being to take some ashes with us. We went at that particular
time of year as that is when the Japanese cherry blossom (sakura) is
just opening. In the whole year it only blossoms for two weeks and is
a truly magnificent sight to behold.
While out in Japan mum and I chose three different places for the
scatterings.
First of all there was Himeji-jo (castle), in Himeji. Mum and I were
there in our visit week in Japan. While in the castle grounds we found
an incredibly old cherry blossom tree tucked away, with a grand view of
the castle. It was so old that it even had its own wooden cross frame
posts to support its wizened outstretched branches - the equivalent of
a tree zimmer frame(!) The gardens are tended daily and so lovingly
by the gardeners it seemed a perfect spot. We were also incredibly
lucky as the cherry blossom was mostly in full bloom in Himeji and so
the timing was perfect. It was amazing to visit Himeji castle with
its beautifully striking traditional Japanese architecture. Also, the
castle is regarded with much reverence - no other building in Himeji is
allowed to be taller in height than the castle (....so there is not a
single skyscraper to be found!)
In the second week of our trip, the next chosen spot was at the Heian
Shrine in Kyoto. When we visited mum remembered the last time you went
together. You loved the gardens there, the pond with stepping stones
across it and the intricate wooden bridge which crossed over the lake.
Again mum and I agreed that the best spot was another cherry blossom tree
which looked out across the lake, facing the wooden bridge. In Kyoto the
blossom was probably only about 50% out, but mum and I were happy at the
thought the blossom was still to come and would fall on the same spot as
you, once its moment of blooming had passed. Amazingly the day we were
there at the Heian Shrine a traditional Japanese wedding was taking place
- it was beautiful to see and you would have loved the occasion of it.
The last place was at Nanzenji Temple in Kyoto, one of the main Zen sects.
This was more of a spontaneous moment, than an actual planned one!
At Nanzenji is the famous sliding doors (also known as screens) with the
paintings of tigers on them. Some of you may know that T's Chinese New
Year symbol is a Tiger. Characteristics of a Tiger are as follows:
"sensitive, emotional and adventurous. Confident, risk takers and
dislike taking orders. Good at seeing problems, but less able to see
the solutions. Often seek a shoulder to cry on when feeling down. Warm
and generous to the people they love." (I promise I didn't make that
up! and in case you were wondering mine is a Dragon, dad is a Dog and mum
is a.....Rat!) Anyway, I digress......mum and I were walking round the
temple and then came to the tiger screens, which quite frankly took my
breath away - they were wonderful. Unfortunately we were not allowed to
take pictures, as this could do damage to the painted screens over time.
Mum however remembered when a certain someone was a little girl and egged
her on to taking photos anyway (I wonder who that could have been?!).
Sensing the occasion in mum's storytelling, I of course did not egg my
mother on to take photos. I did however suggest that it would be nice
to lay a scattering there so T could be with her Tigers. So we laid
some ashes on the traditional straw matwork next to the famous screen
painting of a tiger drinking water (naturally we would have laid some
at the feet of 'tiger jumping out of plane' but surprisingly there was
no screen depiction of this!?)
In addition to the three scatterings, mum carried some ashes for the
entire journey so that T began the trip to Japan with us and ended it
was us when we landed back in Heathrow on Easter weekend - by the way
T there was no Easter Egg Hunt, don't worry mum wouldn't have done one
without you, besides no-one else has such bony, pushy elbows! Or as I
liked to call them, the bruise-making machines!!
Our trip to Japan was very special, as I know that if/when I return I
will be able to find each place which I now hold dear.
Speaking of special, I just wanted to add a very quick note about last
weekend - your birthday weekend at Langar (dropzone). Mum and I had the
wonderful pleasure of visiting the dropzone to support the Brit Chicks
in their record attempt. T you would have been so proud of every single
one of them. They managed to get the 52-way record on the Sunday 20th
(your birthday), just before lunch in fact. It was superb, although
think it was more like 54 actually (because of course you were there,
and Shell jumped with Stitch attached to the front of her jumpsuit)!
You got sung happy birthday (just before the successful jump) and there
was a fantabulous Brit Chicks/Turquoise/Taz cake made by the amazing Karen
(and oh yes that sponge tasted finger licking good!!)
Also, I know that your last birthday weekend was incredibly special
with us all at Milton Keynes' Wind Tunnel, but I think you would have
been so proud as mum and I outdid ourselves this year with a Tandem!!
And yes it is officially the most amazing thing ever!!! Although I
am slightly concerned at the feeling we are 'upping the anti' - what
will we be doing next year to surpass this!?!?! Everyone at Langar
was just so wonderful (all my thanks to every single person for taking
us in like family and for talking about T with so much joy and love)
and to finish the weekend off with a sunset Tandem with mum and Gav -
all of this meant more to me than I could possible express and I would
not have wanted to celebrate your birthday in any other way...
I know that the skydivers (including Gav) are today at Empuria, Spain
(where the accident happened) and that it is a particularly emotional
time to be there on this one year anniversary - I wish you all blue
skies and to take care of each other at this time.
....it's sad but even now I still can't quite believe it has happened.
My pineapple chunks of love, someimtes I feel you so close and other
times I feel such a vast void which no-one and nothing could possibly
fill. As a friend once said, 'why' can be the cruelest word of all.
The hardest times for me are when I think...why....but I also have to
think the times I did have you were wonderful, and you are truly, the
very best sister ever. I love you always and forever...
Gail
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Sun May 27 07:36:04 2007 GMT
I can't believe it's been a year already! Mary and I wore tourquoise
yesterday on the anniversary. She's often in my thoughts, wondering
"what would Taz do in this situation" - no doubt she'd have always been
smiling, making friends and excelling at it.
Off back to Empuria tomorrow. That will be strange, but I'm sure she'll
be there watching over us.
Gordon
Mon May 28 06:36:10 2007 GMT
We were at Langar on Saturday, mostly wearing turquiose T shirts and
turquiose pull ups, thinking and talking about Taz, still cannot believe
a year has gone by.
The 52 way weekend was fabulous and as Henry, Elaine and Gail have said
it was so special, an awesome tribute to our amazing Taz.
Always remembered and missed so much,
Audrey, Paul and Olivia xxxxx
Tue May 29 10:41:04 2007 GMT
Russ and I had our stag and hen do's this saturday (6 weeks till the
wedding but had to leave enough time just in case Russ came away with
any broken bones!!!)
Made sure I had a drink (or two or three!) for Taz, and in some way felt
she was out with me.
Tamsin, you are always in my thoughts, especially in times of trouble or
stress when I feel I need some support; I know you are around with your
beaming grin and your go get 'em attitude - it gives me the strength
and the courage to tackle even the most difficult of challanges.
Missing you always
Love Karen (and Russ and Sasha - woof!) xxxxxxx
Tue May 29 21:00:57 2007 GMT
Well what can I say that hasnt already been said and that hasnt already
been written so lovingly. Words are hard at this time and thats probably
the reason some people havent posted, because finding the right thing
to say isnt easy. So many of us want to say something.
A year Taz, a year has now gone since you left us, I still imagine you are going to walk into the bar at langar or be rolling around on the packing mat like a loon.
I think somehow though you are in fact doing that,just not where we can
see you.
The Brit chicks was fun, there was definitely a hole in our formation
though, an empty slot where u sat and held onto grips. Stitch loved his
jump by the way, wouldnt stop talking the whole way down under canopy
and kept telling me to dock! ( oh I got my CF1 by the way, thats for
you matey, so I can carry on what you started, it scares the beejeesus
out of me, but I love it! thanks to Gav, Mart and the guys I am now a
CRW dog-ette!).
And FAB to your mum and Gail, they were awesome doing their tandems,
you would have been so proud, Hazel said that she is sure you were up
there on a cloud watching. She carried a picture of you and the Poem
Martin gave her. It really was so very special for them both to jump
and see what you saw. To experience what you did. Craig and Milko really
did show them a great time, a Gav jumping with them was magical.
We Brit chicks waved them off and cheered them on as they landed. It
was fab Taz.
Your 1 yr anniversary saw alot of turquoise all around as others have
mentioned,tshirts and pullups. Elaine Curtis laid flowers for you by
the windsock. you will never ever be forgotten.
I do feel you are still around us, I dont think you will ever really
leave. I dont want you to.
I for one am seeing a part of you in me, stunts! If I am not falling
off crags in the peak district I am going over the handle bars of my
mountain bike at high speed downhill ( cuts n bruises everywhere).
I will never be as good at stunts as you were, you are the unknown
Stuntwoman remember and no one can replace you.
Love to you Taz
Shell -x-
Wed May 30 19:53:50 2007 GMT
Gail
I was in those Kyoto gardens the day that Tammy died. Your posting reminds
me how beautiful it was and I am sure that Tam will rest there in peace.
Tash W
Wed Jun 20 12:31:11 2007 GMT
I'm rather late in adding my memories to this page. Last year I was
stuggling to cope with my father's death and just couldn't find the
right words to do justice to Tamsin at that time.
We were at Birmingham University together - both History mad at the time
(well I still am as I'm now an Archivist!). I'll never forget her face
the day I told her that we do have timbered tudor houses in the North
too! Unfortunately she never did make it up to the north to visit me
to see for herself but she did spend a week with me in Broadstairs,
Kent the year after we graduated. We were both short of cash and as I
was spending a year in Broadstairs it was a cheap way for us both to
spend a summer week. We had a fabulous time - the sun seemed to shine
all the time expect the grey, cold day we spent in Calais in the rain!
When I moved to London we met up a few times but as often happens life
just got in the way and we gradually drifted apart.
I'll always treasure my time as Tammy's friend, the laughter in the face
of impossible essay titles and deadlines, the sharing of good and bad
times and the abilty to laugh at them all - good and bad. I can't see
or visit a tudor building without thinking of Tamsin and I'm grateful
for the friendship we shared. The amount of living she packed into her
all too short life is an inspiration.
Clare
Sat Sep 29 21:56:42 2007 GMT
Just having a look at this page after a few months, knowing for shure
that her friends won't forget her as everybody can see by the posts. I
think, the most of us are already looking forward for the 100way in
November. That reminds me of the moment where taz was going to fly the
"hero" slot in the 85 way. And I am pretty shure that if the 100way will
be done in Florida, taz will be waiting to be No. 101 as fast as possible,
with her famous BIG grin on her face!
You're not forgotten, and I'm pretty sure that you'll be with us once
again in Lake Wales.
RS (Germany)
Sun Sep 30 12:40:30 2007 GMT
Thank you Taz for pushing those last few grips together during our
UK womens formation record last week..... don't deny it, I know you
were there!
You wouldn't let the boogie go by without a proper reason for a good
party :-)
Much love and a couple of your very best cheeky squeezes,
Tina xxx
Sun Feb 10 17:08:04 2008 GMT
Russ and I went to Airkix in Milton Keynes yesterday - now we know what Taz was going on about all those years - it was excellent!!!!! Was thinking about her the whole time we were there. I'm sure she was with me as I entered the chamber and by my 2nd attempt was already able to move myself up and down and turn. Definitely going back and I think we will also want to do a skydive at some point too. Thanks Taz for the help and inspiration
Kairen and Russ xxxx
Thu May 8 22:23:35 2008 GMT
Haven't been here for nearly half a year.
We did the 100 in november 2007, knowing that you were with us again,
taking care for us!
It was just a great moment when we all the guys landed in the sunset and we reminded on all those who passed our way and left us too early.
And - hey taz' mum, dad and sister - you know that she will stay forever in our hearts!
RS from germany
Mon May 26 08:13:27 2008 GMT
Another year without your contagious smile.
blue ones,
Markus
Mon May 26 10:18:10 2008 GMT
Two years today since we lost you, our bright beautiful girl. Those angels must be pretty proficient skydivers by now!
All our love
Maw and Paw
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Mon May 26 21:24:17 2008 GMT
Hey babe,
I can't believe it's been 2 years.
You're missed more than ever.
I'll never forget you.
Fi xxxx
Wed May 28 22:28:49 2008 GMT
Just a moment now to remember. How things might have been if you were still around?
Wed Jun 4 16:46:20 2008 GMT
Well its been 2 years since you left us, since you went to that big stunt-woman school in the sky. I was climbing in the peaks on your anniversary, on the way back Keith and I called into a church in Hathersage and I said a prayer for you. I Sat for a moment and thought to myself, is this real, where have you gone really!?
Still miss you, still think about you. You loon!
Shell xxxx
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